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I'm complicated, can you handle that?
The way I talk, the way I act?
Can you handle tears for no good reason?
Blind loyalty and random treason?
Can you take my private kind of crazy?
The times I'm hyper, the times I'm lazy?
The random thoughts that cross my mind
Are often weird and badly timed.
And when in the middle of a crowd
Will it embarrass you when I laugh out loud?
With no excuse and no regret
For something so long ago said?
And when I laugh until I cry
Will you be mad not knowing why?
When you see how strong I am
Will it ruin all your precious plans?
Will you turn and walk away
Because of something I just had to say?
And when I fall so dark and deep
Will you hold me while I weep?

© 1991-2009 Samantha Greene

On Writing...

No updates on my other writings. With all the stress from my crazy life, I've had to turn to writing other things...mainly resumes and application letters. I'll go back to writing soon. Assuming Murphy's Law ever decides to pass me by. :)

© 1991-2009 Samantha Greene

Desperate Prayer

Precious angel hear my plea
Please come near and answer me
Grant me help from up above
I need your help; I need your love
I'm slowly sinking, going under
Losing hope; losing wonder
I try and try, yet nothing works
Do you above, see my hurt?
See my worry, see my pain?
And can you make me whole again?

© 1991-2009 Samantha Greene

stress

stress
coming from every angle
stress
driving me out of my mind
stress
making it impossible to sleep
stress
making it hard to eat
stress
making me the world's biggest bitch
stress
tearing me apart
stress
making me want to run away
stress
making my life seem worthless
stress
is anything really worth this?

© 1991-2009 Samantha Greene

Disillusioned

How can so many things
Go so wrong
So quickly?
How can everything
Fall apart
All at once?
How can things be so right
So perfect one day
And all to hell
The next?
And where
Can you find help
When there's no one
To turn to?

© 1991-2009 Samantha Greene

Refuge

Hold me, love
And wash away the pain
Wipe away my tears
Hold me close
Don't let me go
Save me from my fears

Hold me, love
And keep me safe
Protect me from the pain
Hold me close
Don't let me go
Or I'll never be the same

© 1991-2009 Samantha Greene

Crap...

So, let me get this straight...
We can put a man on the moon...
We can cure most and even prevent some diseases...
We can take an organ from one person and put it in another...
But we can't make a popcorn that pops completely
so that there are no hard little kernels to bite down on
and break your tooth with?

Bullshit.

© 1991-2009 Samantha Greene